"You keep the bad but the good you just forget ..."

So this summer has turned really hectic... and I don't like that... I really do not know what has happened to the summer. I swear session 1 was yesterday... I can not believe session 6 starts... TOMORROW! That is insane to me.

The past two weeks have been the roughest of the whole summer. Some of you lovely people out there may have received letters from a very upset Kira... sorry. Session 4 I think I cried myself to sleep almost every other night... it was awful. The good thing was this week I was numb to most of what upset me last week... unfortunately, the bad part about being numb to some of the things that happened this week I feel like I somewhat neglected the needs of the kids. Although this week there was always someone that was constantly not paying attention to what was going on and there was a lot of attitude so it was really hard to do fun things.

One of my favorite parts of the night is devos because you get to tell the kids cool things about God in a cool way and we couldn't do a lot of cool things. My favorite devo that I did with 4th session was about light. We all went outside at night and caught lightening bugs and tried to keep them in a cage (but that was a fail). We talked about how the lightening bugs light up and then black out and we compared it to a candle because a candle is a steady light and that is the same way that the light of Jesus that is inside of us should be. It was so much fun. I love devos and chapel in the morning. It is my favorite part.

Oh I forgot to mention on here that I am not in White Fawn any more with Marisa... and I miss it... kinda. I am now in Dancing Doe with Priscilla. Which is cool... whatevs. So the girls that I am working with are older... there are things that I like about it and things that I don't like about it. One of the things that is awful is that some of the girls don't know how to take care of themselves (if you know what I mean... if you don't let me know and I will fill you in.) So I got to pick up somethings that were on the floor that were absolutely gross... I wanted to throw up. I'm glad that I don't have a weak stomach. I have to say that I am thankful to have a mother that taught me the right and wrong way to do things at their age... Which most of them have mothers... the question is how well are they being taken care of.

I have been texting some people today. So many people know that I have learned a lot well I have been here, but I'm also ready for the next to weeks to fly by. I would love to tell you guys what I have been leaning, but I think I'm going to walk up to the cabin grab my water bottle and go fill that up in the plenty of the fort... or fort plenty.